Feeling better in some ways.
Trying not to be frustrated in other ways.
The bank refunded all but one charge.
This means I can still take Aly on our trip this weekend. It’s just a back roads photography trip with one overnight stay. But it’s huge to her. We get to travel slowly,stop frequently and take pictures together. Z will be there too of course. We will have packed lunches and snacks and hopefully take lots of great pictures and laugh lots of great laughs. I am grateful we get to go. We have to say no so often. I was devestated for her when it looked like it wasn’t going to happen.
A new journey has begun.
I asked myself two days ago. “What if everything I think I know about God is wrong? What if what I have been taught totally missed the essence of God? What would it hurt to empty out what I think I know and begin to search again?”
So yesterday I checked out the book “Conversations With God”
12pages in and I knew the questions the day before were the right ones to ask.
The new journey has begun.